I am overwhelmed. I have so much BULL SHIT going on everywhere else around me. I am on my 9th day of work without a day off, NO IT IS NOT OVERTIME! It is shitty, but i am trying my hardest to not complain about it, that much. But i am about to freak out on someone.
I am doing a training manual at work. I've been steadily working on it for about 2 weeks now. I feel bad because my manager said that she didn't want it to take a month, but that is what it looks like is going to happen. Part of me says that I am going too far into detail, and then the other part of me KNOWS that i need to go into this much detail because I've trained and I know how lazy people can get at this job. I am thinking that I am almost done. I sent an unfinished rough draft to management so that they could look it over, but not claim the work as their own. It is just getting stressful
The website for the party store is getting out of control. We were eating dinner last night, my roommate and her parents (the owners of the party store) and for some reason everyone kept saying and keeps saying they are waiting on me to be done with my work stuff to do this project. I appreciate the concern. but to be honest, I AM THE ONLY ONE DOING ANYTHING. I have edited well over 150 pictures, which doenst sound like a lot, but it is. the 3 of us have a total of 6GB of pictures left to edit, so needless to say, I CAN NOT DO THEM ALL BY MY DAMN SELF. Stop saying that I have to do them all, stop saying you are waiting on me to finish something when there are people who arent doing anything with the any of it, stop saying things are my fucking fault when other people have NOTHING going on in their life and are too fucking lazy to do anything.
I am sick and FUCKING tired of always having some much god damn shit to do. Tawny is right, I am going to have a fucking melt down. I have dinner with my grandma tonight and I don't want to go any more, I just want to FUCKING SLEEP!!!
i guess i'll update whenever i have time
IN A MILLION YEARS!!!
1 comment:
poor baby that sounds awful! even though this post was ages ago. i hope things are better! and i just realized that i actually never called you back when you left a message on my machine about PRIDE in sf, i totally thought that i called you back but i now know i did not. when you called me i was right in the middle of everything going crazy with school and figuring out moving into my new place and i had so many things to do that now, may and june are just a blur. i'm so sorry and i swear to you i never meant to just blow off your message, i miss you terribly and i hope to see you soon. i love you precious!
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