a house, a job, and god knows what else

well Shane, Cassandra and I found a place, it is super cute and it is decently priced, we just have to find, like the title says, another job. I am clean now, so hopefully wal mart will follow through; it is an overnight stock position, which should pay better than the shit hole that I am in right now. 

The list of things that I want to do is getting bigger, and I am just standing still. I told Shane that i was going to go to school this semester, he looked at me and said something along the lines of how we have no money and he doesn't know I am going to pull it off. Cassandra was sitting there, I don't think she was expecting me to want to say anything, because before I could open my mouth, she was saying something like, well it's good that your doing something because you need to do something for yourself. I could tell the phrase hurt shane, but for some reason all I could really do was just say, if i don't start now then i am not going to start at all. So hopefully soon, like this week or next (if we aren't moving) Cassandra and I are going to go and take our assessment tests for school, because I am also going to be going full time throughout summer and the rest of next year. For what? I have no clue yet, but it is time that i find something, or at least get my ass going. 

I talked to Steven tonight, it was nice, I miss him, and I really regret not getting to see him before he went back to oregon. I applied at gap, man my blogs are never consistent, and i need to go and talk to the hiring manager there, i just have been procrastinating.

I am going to start learning coding, I've wanted to for a while, so we'll see how it turns out

later