The mid west, it grabs you and never lets you go. I miss it, I do, I miss the weather, yes even the god awful humidity, the snow, everything. But, it just isn't for me. I am watching elizabethtown, and it is bringing back some memories, just makes me miss family.
I have family here, I do. I have my family, and I have Shane's family, but it isn't the same. I've never met anyone quite like my dad's family, they are close. But it is a different kind of close. They can judge blah blah say what they want about the gays, but they still care, and they still know that I am me.
I am not saying that I am just misunderstood, but I feel like I've lost myself in the superficiality that is known as California. Maybe I'm not cut out for it here, but I am not missing the school opportunity that this state has to offer. I've looked around, numerous times, and NO WHERE can you find cheaper community college, or hell, even 4 year. I just don't know what to do with myself.
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