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Today

Was a decent day, I got paid, which is always good, I worked, which I could have done without. My job gives me too much time to think, it's depressing. I talked to Meredith about school, which was more of a game with her, she kept naming random things she thinks I should do with the rest of my life. I'm thinking i'm just going to do the same as before, and go on with my RN classes. I talked to Darci today, which was an amazing help, because she is going to nursing school at NYU, and I want to go to an out of state nursing program also. I have a lot of work to do before the first of January. I'm not going to be able to start school till next year, which is ok, gives me time to get on my feet, which is what I need, let's me get a car and a place and get my debt caught up ASAP.

I'm wanting to take Isaac and me out to see mom and everyone for Christmas, it's been years since Isaac has seen them, and my last trip wasn't the greatest because it was full of arguing and such. But what do you expect with someone like my aunt and someone like my grandma trying to get along, it doesn't work, the personalities crash because they are so similar yet so opposite at the same time. We'll see how money works out though.

Hopefully i'm getting my haircut tomorrow, i'm really excited, but I think it's going to be hard to get in for an appointment, because I forgot to make one today :x.

I also took out my septum, it was old and time for a change. I'm wanting something else but I think next it's a tattoo. I've got quite a few things picked out now, just not sure what I want first.

I still haven't told anyone about this blog. Part of me wants to and the other part of my wants to just let it come out when the time is right. And it also seems like I have someone that I confide into without it intentionally getting spread around and causing drama. So if you've stumbled across it, you've just had a look into the small world of what my life consists of, worrying.

But goodnight for now.

christopher.