today.

today was hard, harder than i thought it was going to be. I think i want him back, scratch that, my heart wants hims back, but my head knows better. It hurts, and what hurts even worse are the things he said to me today. But it's obviously over and done with for a reason. 

I am proud of her, she was in a good mood today. She did well, in my opinion, was even better when we hung out after work. We'll just see how it goes though, because i know that those feeling change minute by minute.

Heather and I had a really long talk today, it was nice and full of reality checks, but when your friends with an amazing girl like here, those things tend to happen. She told me i need to get in school, and she is right, i just dont know what i wanna do. I hear from a lot of people to start general, but that isnt the way i think anymore, that isnt how i plan anymore, everything has to be set in stone so i am not the kid at the beginning of the year rushing all of his classes to get in, we'll see. 

but

its bed time again