6.30.2008

Yup.

Things are good, really good. And I have a lot that i've been thinking about, a lot I can't write, and a lot that I won't talk about. Some things are better left alone.

We plan on drinking tonight, something we don't do often, it'll be fun. Besides the part that Shane has to be home at 900, maybe we'll reschedule.

I know this is going to work, things just feel different this time, they feel right, but he still seems preoccupied and distant when I try to talk to him about what's on his mind. I'm not going to stop talking to the friends i've made, and I know that isn't what he is asking, he is asking me to not do it so much, and i'm really trying, i've hardly talked to anyone today, which is better than normal.

I talked to my mom today. It was an intense but short conversation. I told her we got back together, and she didn't really sound happy, so I asked. She said that she just wants me to be happy, and if Shane makes me happy, which he does, then to be with him. She likes him, and she approves, I don't know, I know that she has a lot on her mind and really can't focus on me or Isaac right now, which makes her sound bad, but she isn't, I love her and she is just doing the best she can with the cards that she was dealt.

Time to go
Maybe another update tonight
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