I don't really know what to think about today.
It's been weird to say the least. I feel like Shane and I haven't talked much, and we have, we haven't argued, well we did, but it's over and it doesn't really need discussed, at least I think. He's just been in a weird mood, he tells me that everything is fine, and I believe him, he just seems preoccupied or something, I don't know though he just tells me he is okay and it stops there so I am not going to worry about it anymore. I just want this to work so bad, part of me is starting to feel like I might be forcing things, not that I don't wanna be with him, I do, way more than anyone knows, just like I am maybe trying to have everything be perfect all the time instead of just living and spending the time I have with the most amazing boy i've ever met and making memories.
We'll see how things go from here.
Haircut tomorrow, I'll post pictures.
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